May. 24th, 2010 03:23 pm
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ganked from [ profile] lady_toky   XP

❀ Everyone has dirty fandom secrets or guilty pleasures or unpopular opinions.
❀ List five of yours.

o1.  I have a thing for men in masks such as this one. Why is there not more of this in Bleach fandom? I also have a thing for men in lipstick (yes, yes I do) but am not a fan of cross-dressing. That means I don't get into Bleach boys walking around in skirts or heels -- except for maybe one or two fics that I've read, ha!

o2.  I enjoy yaoi bestest, yuri second, and het last. For me het is too predictable and too... mundane? There's also way too much focus (for the most part) on gender roles in het relationships. I hate that the majority of het feels the need to portray the woman a certain way because she's the woman, and likewise portray the man a certain way because he's the man. It's the 21st century, can't we mix things up a little? 

As for yaoi and yuri, holy hells does yaoi turn me on. Yuri doesn't so much get me hot and bothered as it does give me warm fuzzies. I read yuri for the awww's and yaoi for the harder, faster, come fucking on.

o3.  I once really enjoyed a fic of Isshin blowing Ichigo. Yea, I fuckin' admit it. And I'm still ashamed XD

o4.  The longer I'm with the fandom the less inclined I am to subscribe to canon pairings. Whether it be yaoi, yuri, or het, I'm just not into it as much as (certain) crack pairings. The majority of canon pairings get to that point of been there, done that. I also can't abide by the fangirls/boys that want to shove their theories down my throat. Dealing with fanon vs. crackon (haha, like the kraken! XDDD) is like atheism vs. many religious groups. The atheist really doesn't give two fucks that their view differs from the religious person, and they're perfectly content to live in peace with said religious person. But the religious person seems to take it very personally and tries their damnedest to convert said atheist, often times using very hostile methods that leave the atheist backed in a corner with 'you're going to hell for being a non-believer (SHUN THE NON-BELIEVER)!!' raining down on them like daggers. 

Yes I am both an atheist and I'm part of my own crackon community, and I say these things from personal experience...

o5.  See numero dos. The best het fic I ever read was for the Gurren Lagann fandom. The girl won a bet, and she got to fuck her man. Yes, she fucked him. It was the hottest thing ever. I'm not at all a fan of dildos/strap-ons, but I'm becoming increasingly fascinated by this phenomenon (thank you xlgimpsex for the 'sex isn't the enemy' site, because it had an abundance of pictures for this particular activity *_*).

For me the hotness of it has nothing to do with the girl getting one on the guy. No, it isn't that at all. This isn't an act of vindictive feminism, it simply comes down to the fact that the man is comfortable enough in his sexuality and his relationship with his woman that he's willing to put himself in that kind of 'vulnerable' position. To me that trust is very, very sexy.

(because this meme is kinda fun and I have more than just 5) 
I'm very turned on by the 'doggy style' sex position, whether it be between two men or a man and a woman. I fantasize about it and it really gets me hot and bothered, but at the same time it makes me uneasy if I read it and allow myself to think about it too much. Most likely because the majority of times that I've seen this position in movies/shows, or read it in fics, it's been used to degrade someone or during rape.

I'm not really a fan of BDSM. I have absolutely nothing against BDSM, it just doesn't appeal to me most of the time. The idea of it is all well and good, but the actual execution leaves much to be desired (imo). My thing with BDSM is that it doesn't seem spontaneous enough. I don't really have any experience with it personally, but from what I've seen there seems to be a big emphasis on things like safewords and talking it out with your partner beforehand. Which is great, actually, so I don't know why I'm complaining. I guess I'd just rather someone get slapped or sliced without any warning, just to see how they react afterward. HA!

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I want to do a meme!!! 

I'm making it myself 8D It was inspired by ms_legerdemain's post, in which she asked how we thought certain Bleach characters received their first kiss. 

So here's how it'll go. You give me a Bleach character, and I'll tell you about their first kiss ♥ I shall call this the 'My First Kiss meme', as inspired by the song that inspired [ profile] ms_legerdemain .

I already did a few at her post, and here they are: 

Kira got his first kiss when he was fairly young, before he entered the academy. He 'stumbled upon' the red light district of Rukongai (c'mon, he's a boy and he was curious), and he lost his virginity that night, too.

Grimmjow's first kiss was Mila Rosa, though it was more a gnashing of teeth and growling and trying to make the other person bleed more than an actual 'kiss'. Then after that nothin' much happened, and he didn't blink an eye when he found out she'd died at FKT.

Kensei's first kiss would've been Kuukaku, but Kaien stole it from them both.

Yumichika's first kiss was a nice girl that worked in tea house he frequented before Ikkaku. She had a crush on him, and he indulged her. But after that kiss he realized that he really did prefer men, lol.

Apr. 30th, 2010 12:01 pm
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Busy busy busy.

For once, I've actually been busy. And today I'm taking the test to get my driver's license. Yea I'm 19 without my license, so what. It's a long story.

Anyway I'm nervous as fuck, the DMV is by the highway so Kami-sama knows where the tester will tell me to go... I'm freaking out the most over keeping my mouth shut. When I drive with my mom I ask way too many unnecessary questions, lol.  'Should I go now?', 'Is there anyone in that lane, I can't see?'

Must refrain from asking the tester such things...


Once I get this out of the way and some other things, I'll get back to the word prompts, character meme, and comments that I've yet to respond to.

Also seems that I may have hit a small writer's block. The Kensei/Kaien fic I want to write and the next chapter of S&M have been put on the back burner for right now. I'm not sure if it's so much writer's block as my mind being preoccupied with other things. I have an original story in my head that refuses to be quiet. Me, I write original things? Yes, I do it sometimes. The link to the left (titled 'some original work') goes to my journal where I write things that aren't fanfic. I don't have much over there, especially nothing I'm proud of aside from my story Ace.

Anyway, new original story. M/m slash -- naturally. Fucked up characters -- naturally. I like writing dark things outside of fanfic, what can I say. One of the main characters -- Daren -- has a gun fetish and could possibly be schizophrenic. I say possibly because I'm still in the beginning stages of plot, and I've yet to decided if he's officially schizo or just has a vivid, highly disturbed imagination.

Then there's Angie, which is short for 'Angel' because his real name is unknown, and his origins are unknown as well. So Daren took it upon himself to name the guy, and what's more enigmatic than an angel? Besides, Dare looks at Angie and sees him with steel, rusted wings. I told you he was imaginative, heh.

Well, It's going on twelve and I need to stop messing around on the computer and start getting ready. I also need to eat something before I go. If you people never see a post from me again, go ahead and assume that I crashed on my driver's test and suffered an untimely death.

One more thing for [ profile] ms_legerdemain ! I recommended Sex/Love Pistols and totally forgot to recommend something that's even better. Miyamoto Kano is my favorite m/m slash writer ever. She has a ton of different stories, some complete and ohers that are still WIPs. I could go into detail about her style but I'll just let you find out for yourself :) 

Here are some links to my favorites: 
Boy Next Door (this one is relatively short)
Rules (long, and with a few different couples)
and Te Wo Tsunaide, Sora Wo (long one too, but not as long as Rules)


Meme time

Apr. 28th, 2010 06:13 pm
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I'm exhausted (I literally got two hours of sleep last night), and my guinea pig is gassing me out of my own room... Her cage is dirty and I've yet to clean it. I'll do that as soon as my ovaries stop trying to murder me /TMI.

Everyone's doing the meme, I want to do it too :) 

Give me a character and I'll tell you:

(a) three facts about them from my personal canon
(b) a reason he/she sucks
(c) a reason he/she is awesome
(d1) five things that never happened to that character and/or
(d2) five people that character never fell in love with and why

What's with the three fact thing all the time? It was hard enough the first time around DX


Mar. 11th, 2010 06:37 pm
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So I should be writing. I finished the next chapter to 'Smoke and Mirrors' about two days ago, and now all I need to do is edit it before posting, buuuut... I've been busy watching QaF, lol.  I swore to myself that I wouldn't watch the entire series, but what can I say? I found the first season on youtube, it's free, so why not treat myself? 

Anyway... Maybe I'll force myself to take a break from the show just long enough to finish editing. If we're lucky I can get it done by 2 am tonight. At first I was going to alternate between S&M and 'Dogs of War', but I imagine things happening in S&M that will be mentioned in the next chapter or two of DoW. And I can't very well reveal those things in DoW before I actually write them in S&M, now can I? 

Long story short the game plan has changed, and I'm going to finish 'Smoke and Mirrors' before I continue 'Dogs of War'. It shouldn't take too long because there should only be three or four chapters left. None of my chapters are ever too long, aaaaaand I already know all of what's going to happen. So it's just a matter of being productive and executing each chapter as quickly as possible without them being full of errors :) 

I would so do that three facts about a character meme just to entertain myself during this dry spell, but I'm not creative enough to come up with interesting facts.

Jan. 18th, 2010 01:34 am
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I have a new yaoi pairing I can't stop thinking about... Grimmjow x Mugen.  Only problem is, I haven't decided whether or not I should actually venture there, or if I should just stick to secretly fantasizing about it in my head. I went into excessive detail talking about my thoughts on it, and it's all within the cut below ♥

What would be cocky arrogant love... )
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Just when I was starting to think that High School provided me with nothing but boredom and suicidal contemplations. I was sitting in my Oceanography class today when the kid across from me said this: 

Dude I was talkin’ to this guy at work who was eatin’ out this chick’s butt hole and he got shit on his tongue. He said it tasted like pennies. 

Bahaha, I was thinking to myself, Did I really just fucking hear what I think I heard? I didn’t know whether to be truly disgusted or just amused. I think I chose the latter because I cracked up laughing. I’m telling you though, I’ll never be able to read another yaoi involving rimming without thinking of this. Not that I ever did before… I mean dude, SHIT comes out of that. Lol oh god…I mean I guess piss comes out of a cock, but, we’re talking SHIT. Shit’s a little more intense than piss. People drink piss when they’re stranded and dying. 

Am I a prude? 

About twenty minutes went by before this conversation happened:

Heath Ledger’s dead. 
Nick: Yea…
Chris: It was depression from Brokeback. 
*long pause, and then laughter* 
Natasia: No, Heath was the one giving. *thrusting motions* 
*another pause followed by laughter* 
Chris: Yea, Gyllenhaal doesn’t seem like a reciever. More like a...catcher.

Holy hell I haven’t laughed that hard in weeks, months even. It seriously made my day, despite the fact that Heath Ledger really is dead. I’m not ashamed to say I cried for about twenty minutes when I heard it from Chibi. It wasn’t that I liked the guy for his looks, because frankly, he wasn’t that attractive. I liked him because he was a genius. Of all the movies I’ve seen with him, I’ve adored every role. And what kind of gonads does a guy have to have in modern day Hollywood to play a flaming homo in some cowboy movie? Gonads that hang to your knees, that’s what kind. From what I’ve seen of the new Batman movie, Heath’s rendition of the Joker is played beautifully. I suggest all of you go to see it, even if you aren’t a Batman fan or a Heath Ledger fan.  

This post was completely random and irrelevant to Bleach, but I thought I’d share anyway :)


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